Trans Relational Ambivalences: A Critical Analysis of Trans and Gender-Nonconforming Relational (Un)Belonging in Sports Contexts

• Published in: Women's studies in communication Vol. 46; no. 1; pp. 42 - 64
• Main Authors: LeMaster, Lore/tta, Zanin, Alaina, Niess, Lucy C., Lucero, Haley
• Format: Journal Article
• Language: English
• Published: Laramie Routledge 02.01.2023; Taylor & Francis Ltd
• Subjects: Binary and binarism; Dialectics; Gender; Gender differences; Gender nonconforming; LGBTQ linguistics; relational communication; settler colonialism; sport communication; Sports; transgender communication
• ISSN: 0749-1409; 2152-999X
• DOI: 10.1080/07491409.2022.2156418

This study explores ways trans and gender-nonconforming athletes navigate a sense of relational (un)belonging in sport contexts. Our research reveals dialectic movements between feelings of inclusion/exclusion juxtaposed with the structural being of inclusion/exclusion. More specifically, the feeling of inclusion/exclusion gestures to individual sensed experiences of (un)belonging, while the being of inclusion/exclusion anchors a participant's individual affective experience navigating binarism vis-à-vis administrative constraints. Taken together, two dialectics-feeling included ↔ being excluded and its dialectic reversal feeling excluded ↔ being included-communicatively constitute what we theorize as "trans relational ambivalences," which mediate a sense of relational (un)belonging in sport contexts. Our findings implicate settler modes of relating across gender difference, revealing a problem of modernity. Specifically, we reveal a problem in which settler coloniality's ontological foreclosure on multiplicities produce the communicative effect of individuation. In this regard, our analysis holds inclusion in dialectic tension with exclusion such that the affective experience of one cannot be understood without the structural enactment of the other.